im been a diligent student this 2 days, mugging stats at home.
omg, cant believe i actually cooped up at home despite it being the recess week!
i dont ask for much, just hoped that i wont get a shock when the test comes on monday..
i cant emphasize enough how weak i am in stats.. well, maths modules have nv been my forte.
really, i suck at maths-related modules :(
any maths genius wants to give a helping hand?
i reckoned yday's studying was more productive..
i actually went beyond the schedule that i've set for myself, and studied an additional chapter..
but how come today seems less productive when i only need to mug for 2 chapters?!
so weird! urgh, guess the sense of urgency is impt..
still, im glad that i managed to study those 6 topics, so i can enjoy my weekends in peace :)
oh man, how can i be studying during the lovely weekends, right? heh heh!
was on the phone with bei yday, for quite long..
cos normally he'll say he wants to turn in when its only 10+pm.
and he always attribute to the dark room, which made him feel like sleeping lol..
but yday's convo was quite interesting..
we were talking about "how different are we when we're w friends, and when we're w each other".
i told bei i'll prolly get a shock if i witness him being w his friends..
cos somehow, i think that there's a side of him which im unaware of, that is when he's w his friends.. like for eg, the way he laughs is diff. lol..
but of cos, there're also many sides of bei which only I know. hehe!
and bei said "if there's no difference, then i'm like your friend, not boyfriend". LOL!
so he thinks that the differences are good.. and he said his true self is when he's w me, cos we're already very close and he usually does silly stuffs in front of me, which means, i get to see the true blue him. LOL. seriously, you guys dont know how nonsensical he can get! I SWEAR! i think he can be a clownnnnnnn! HAHAHAHA!
this naughty boy of mine is having a serious problem of not answering qns properly..
like whenever i ask him a 'why' qn, his ans is of totally NO LINK.
for instance, yday i asked him "why you dont have ..........." to which he answered "because i will start training for the rest of the days..."
NO LINK ONE CANNNNNNNN!!!!!!
he assumed by saying 'because', he would have already answered my qn, even though what follows thereafter makes completely no sense -___-"
mischevious boy out there, time to change this bad habit of urs!
but he made me laugh so much on the phone yday, that when i asked him why is he doing all those silly stuffs, he replied "i want to hear your laughters ma".
awwww, must be so deprived of hearing my hysterical laughters! hahahah!
its okay boy, tmr you can hear for all you want! :D
he went to the gym yday.. hmm seems like he's serious about training his body..
but he has been eating macs for like twice this week!
and his bunk mates say next week they'll order pizza cos more value-for-money.
omg, at the rate this is going, bei will turn into an unhealthy boy, and his moolah will deplete!
he'll only be booking out tmr bcos of the signal anniversary parade. oh man.. miss this naughtie so much!
anyways, i have been spamming tv at home!!!
cos i dont get to watch a wee bit of tv when im back in hostel.. yes, duper no life, i know.
Hot Shot's coming to an end already, with only 1 more episode left!
love watching yu le! xiao zhu is damn humurous la!
and, i've discovered that i'm attracted to small mouth/thin lips guys!
like tang yu zhe, and zheng yuan chang!
omg, so shuai!
i think i need a haircutttttt!
and seriously, i cant wait for tmr!
i've always love the weekends, what about you? :P
im supposed to be watching Hot Shot now.... urg, nvm...
wow today had another round of project meeting (diff group though) at Bras Basah's mac..
was actually at National Library,but we were afraid that we'll be chased out if we discuss too loudly, so shifted venue.
omg, we were so silly to not be seated at power plug's areas la!!!!!! even though we reached early you know?!!
so our lappies died off 1 by 1, and soon later, we were forced to hunt and camp for power plugs, LOL!
uni life is really damn hectic la!
it seems like im occupied with project meetings, discussions, and more of that!
oh man, my poor brain cells.. it's really exhausting!!
im like always so died-ed after project meetings/discussions la!
fortunately our acc report is on its way to reaching the final step..
thanks to each of my group mates for their active and effective contributions :)
trust me, i really love productive teams!
i have the sudden urge (again!) to change phoneeeeeeeee!
cos my phone likes to come out w stunts at me la!
Stunt #1: alarm was supposed to go off at 830am,but when i woke up at 840am, i realised it didn't ring at all -_____-"
Stunt #2: i rmb-ed VERY CLEARLY i called bei while i was at mac in the afternoon, so vividly bcos i attached a pic to bei's contact, and i saw that pic when i dialled his no, but when i asked bei why he didn't return my call while on the phone just now, he said he doesn't have any missed calls. and true enough, when i went to check back on my call log, bei's no. wasn't shown. ultimate -_________"
tell me, how can i tolerate this kind of nonsense again?!
omgggg!
im so tempted to get that LG ice-cream phone though i know alot of ppl have it, but its so attractive to me!
but im so bothered by the fact that "LG phones aren't that good...", and i myself said this to others in the past too!!!!
ARGH. tell me what should i do?
anyways, baby's night activity ended late today, so only got to hear his voice at around 9pm.
he said his schedule ends at around 4pm tmr.. hmm wonder if they'll be granted a nights out.
woah if have, i would be disappointing my mom due to my absence for dinner, then chiong to cck to meet bei..
aiya, think so much also no use..
seriously speaking, the probability is as low as 0.1%
baobao told me he'll think of me whenever his sleeve for smart 4 is loose/dropping down, cos im the one who'll always help him fold before he books in. heh, so touched!
baby may be meeting his bmtc friends on sat after his book-out..
i know he really value them as friends cos they were quite close during bmt, so naturally, i want him to go meet them too..though i know i'll be missing him..
heh its ok cos we'll still be meeting after that :)
and baby promised fav restaurant! omg!
how come saturday seems so far away?
omg im eating fan choy now and it makes me feel that i'll have diarrhoea after eating it! hahaha!
too bad im sick of my canteen food already!
[daddy called]
ARGH! daddy asked me not to eat fan choyyyyyyy!
but i'm already finishing it!
he said the rice is overnight de, not healthy.. omg, please keep me in your prayers that i wont have stomachache afterwardsssss! cant afford to fall sick, know?
anyways, im back in hall today! for project meeting, what else..
but will be going back home tmr :)
project meeting was frustrating, but productive.
how can 2 ppl borned on the same day be so different? it really sets me thinking!
hmm, really dont know whether to count myself lucky or not...
baobao havent called me yet..
duno whether its due to his night activity..
hmm, am actually hoping he'll have nights out tmr, though its highly impossible..
well, things always come when you least expect them to, dont they?
argh guess i need to depend on my tidbits to fill my starving stomach later.. LOL
hope the acc project meeting tmr would be productive..
please dont come unprepared groupmates! though i've sort of like given allowance to expect undone parts..
im so not looking forward to thursday! bcos that's the day i need to start revising for stats!
omg, im so lousy at it that im dreading the revision!
yet i cant dont revise cos the test's on the coming mondayyyyy!
omg, it's gonna make the money blues even heavier!
but then again, if thursday dont come, when will the weekends arrive?
(but if the weekends come, it means next week is approaching which equals to the end of recess week! so contradicting!!!!!!)
arghhh.. why cant our life just be weekends, weekends and more weekends?
can somemore reverse the order? weekends = 5 days and weekdays = 2 days?
hahaha! ok im dreaming!
will end my random entry here..
take care people :)
PICTURES ARE HEREEEE!
first up on the list -> VALENTINES DAY!
i've recounted the day in previous entry, so enjoy the pictures :)
the boy who delivered lovely flowers
the blessed receiver :P
candid!!!!!
p.s. bei likes to take super close-up shots of me!
yes, smile boy, smile
him w his fav sandwich..
my 11 lovely stalks! i see them the first thing i wake up in the morning, when im at home that is :D
in the train heading back home..
our 4th Valentines, and still counting..
the pre-valentines surprise bei gave me!
thanks for each and every one of the stars up there..
i totally felt your effort, sincerity and love :)
once again, THANKS A MILLION!
oh yah, baby complaint that we took too few pictures during valentines.
i know i know, it's all my fault, sorry boy!
we'll take alot alot more next year and the next next next next years okay? :)
friday - 20.02.09
went to cck and waited for bei...
we had Sakae for dinner, yums!
finally settled the craving for jap food and sushis!
the 20% promo off all salmon items made the meal very value-for-money!
you bet we had a sumptuous dinner!
though i 'lost' my hp pouch to that bowl of miso soup, lol!
saturday - 21.02.09
finally a day to hold a belated bday celeb for ty's 21st!
oh my our times are so hard to coordinate that for every gathering we have, i treasure it so much!
still rmb on fri when tai called me and said he'd booked out already, i was so happy! haha, cos even though we're still going to go out on sat w/o him (the officer really needed a break badly), his presence brought joy cos we could finally celebrate for him!
i guess he could have sensed the joy in my voice as i was talking to him, cos i think i sounded excited. LOL!
anyways, bei and i went to vivo first to buy movie tickets..
the movies are always selling fast in vivo!
we still settled for the movie we wanted though only the first row seats were left..
thereafter, went to have a quick lunch at Superdogs w bei..
luckily i didn't order the burger, if not i dont think i'll finish it in time for the movie. LOL. im a slow eater la!
rushed off to the theatre where ty and hui reached in time..
it was the first time im thankful that GV has long adverts prior to the commencement of the show.. haha!
the much-anticipated movie of the month.
hmm, i think all 4 of us agreed that it was a movie with unique storyline, and i guess that's the most plus point of the movie?
again, my expectations were too high that i didn't felt the movie met what i'd anticipated out of it.
it got a tad too draggy in the middle as can be proven by hui's dozing off? lol!
but still, im really awed by the special story and how age and physical features actually worked inversely.
brad pitt's so suave, of cos when he's younger la! haha!
i think the movie still had its emotional and touching parts, as i was moved to tears at some parts of the show..
heh my sentimental boy couldn't agree w me more! :)
i guess the unique plot would make your money worth, other than the extremely long duration.
heh after the movie, i asked the guys to go shop on their own while i go patronise F21. that's a must whenever i visit vivo!
it has surely been a long time since i last stepped into vivo's outlet! and i was pleasantly welcomed by the beautiful apparels.. didn't really scrutinise all their items cos at the back of my mind was "there're 3 guys waiting for me to be done!" haha, that sure was pressurizing!
in the end, i settled for a pretty floral dress, which i think i would be wearing it for my bday party? still tentative though, cos i may find even nicer dresses ;P
it took me a long time to decide on the prints,that's the bad thing of having non-standardised designs on similar apparels.
actually i saw some more nice items and would like to try, but was totally defeated by the long q and i took my hp to see how long i've taken and oh my, 1 hour has passed just like that!
i had no choice but to put those items back on the rack cos i've gotta be considerate to the 3 guys :D
got to know from baby afterwards that they did go into F21 to look for me, but to no avail. think i was still being indecisive in the fitting room, haha!
went to look for them at Starbucks.. and there was plentiful of laughters generated.
that silly maggot.. forever so much nonsense coming out from him!
ahhhhhhh something happened and i was am feeling so so guilty la!
i caused hui to dropped his hp, and the impact was so big that he said there're no more sounds when msgs come in.
OMGGG, SO SORRY MAGGOT! it wasn't intentional i swear!
to me the energy i exerted on his hand wasn't very big, so i got a huge shock when his hp flew off his hand!
oh man, im trying very hard to atone and compensate for my negligence!
still, we had fun just sitting down there and chatting over funny topics. LOL.
headed over to PS and q-ed for quite long outisde Manhatten Fish Market.
initially was q-ing for Ajisen Ramen, but i told ty to decide on smth he wants to eat,rather than what hui wants to eat, cos it's his bday celeb afterall! hahahahah!
that maggot hui, say no preference over what to eat, in the end gave so many comments! LOL!
while q-ing for Manhatten, there was this cute baby with his parents just right behind us, and i kept looking and 'playing' with him.. he was so adorable can! and he smiled while i was playing w him. the sense of satisfaction from seeing a baby smile due to what u'd done is very big to me! hahahaha!
then the baby happened to be biting his index finger, and pointing his middle finger outwards, which caused the maggot to say the baby's directing it at me. -____-"
heh i know its not can liao! hahaha! you should have seen the baby's smiles when i was enlarging my eyes to make him laugh lor! LOL.
anyways, after duno-how-many-minutes-but-seem-quite-long later, we finally got seated in Manhatten and placed our orders.. the guys were famished!
ty, with his overflowing coke float. lol!
best friends
country mushrooms..
bei's dory fish.. quite nice!
maggot with his wrong order. haha!
ty and me ordered this - salmon w chips.
not too bad!
haha maggot flooding my cam memory.. that's ty's food lor!
maggot w the wrong and correct orders.
haha think he wants to be their ambassodor lor!
the first order came, and it was a wrong one.
hui ordered alaskan pollock but they came w dory fish..
then when the waiter came w the correct dish subsequently then we realised hui was given the wrong dish.
but the kind waitress offered to give the alaskan pollock to us free cos she said it wasn't our fault that the wrong order came, and it would be a waste to throw it away.
awww so nice of her!
so hui had 2 diff fishes that night!
he complaint of hunger before the meal,but he couldn't finish the 2nd portion of chips..
mushroom soup.. not too bad.. but i still think FishnCo's nicer....
the meal was yummylicious though pricey!
thanks taiyun for the meal!!!!!!
the 3 guys who made my saturday a happy one!
then, a series of photo-taking occured but cant really get a perfect shot.
then i realised it's cos of the ah lu with long hands!
hahaha..i entrusted the task of taking the pic to him cos he has like the longest hands.. but then, it didn't cross my mind at that point that he has a big head that will block the ppl behind him too! hahahahahaha!
so, enjoy the following shots!
a while later, i decided to try taking the pic myself.
and it turned out like this......
cos i have short hands luh!!!
haha individual self-take shots are better yea?
thanks ty :)
ty, you're the odd one out! look at the both of them! they're folding their arms!
heh group shot :))
night activity continued as we headed to Prinsep St for board gamesssssssss.
oh my,the first person who introduced the game to us, we couldn't catch what he's saying..
we decided to change game..
the 2nd introducer was alright, but now,it's the game tat sucked.. so we changed yet again.
settled for Pictionary and the Big Taboo eventually.
i guess i was too tired that night to maintain the high-ness.
but i still had a great time w great companions around :D
ayyy, forgot to take the pic of the taboo star! the purple toy! lol!
this invention/modification to the original taboo was awesome!
totally put our skills to test w the varied methods!
nearly zonked out even before i reached home..
haha it was a long day out, though tiring but fun..
really thanks to the 3 of them for making me feel so happy on a saturday..
seeya guys soon!!!!!!!
Sunday - 23.02.09
pigged til 1230pm before i finally woke up..
poor boy woke up at 1050am and had since been waiting for me to crawl out of my bed to have lunch together.
heh if its me this impatient gf, i would have called him and said "baobao wake up now ok? i hungry le"
this is one of the small lil things he'll do for me which i can never thank him enough for. :)
after lunch, i ran some errands, and then met him up again outside the salon. prior to that, he went to take passport size photos which were needed by the army.
haha naughty boy dont smile de lor! why look so fierce?!!!!!!
machiam some loanshark look la! hahahahah!
if i went w him to the shop, i would have objected and asked for another shot to be taken lor! hahahaha!
so there are 2 fierce-looking photos of bei in my wallet now.. lol!
bei downloaded Hot Shot drama serial, yu le and guessx3.
we watched Hot Shot together, and it's so nice!
though im like in the midst of it already, but i'd missed out the front parts..
sundays always pass by very quickly, and i really hate it :(
sometimes, i really detest the emotional side of myself.
im like a freaking 20 year old and i still cant handle my emotions well. :(
it doesn't help when bei's only booking out on saturday this week, and there's still no nights out on wed for them.
helped him with his packing of clothes.. this time, i folded 2 sets of smart 4 for him, the sleeve part.
cos i rmb-ed he told me on the phone one night that he had to fold one set himself over there cos the other was dirty or smth..
and it can be quite time-consuming for him to fold himself if he's in a rush to get ready or fall in..
baobao, do you think of me whenever you put on your smart 4? hehe!
it's the first time im going to see bei's new camp over at cck..
the drive didn't take long.. soon later, we had to bid goodbye.
like every sunday, i hope for the week to pass by fast enough so that i can get to see my boy again.
baby, must study hard over there ok? dont keep sleeping during your self-study period ok?
and, must drink loads of water, especially cos you've been visiting the vending machines so often right!
take good care of yourself!
and may saturday come by soon :)
omg i'm so exhausted now even though i have no classes today!
OB project meeting from 9am to 2.15pm. that was a good 5 hours of discussion on our case study.
i would say that 5 hours were effective and productive!
why nowadays people prove me wrong with what they do?
when i expected them to be slackers, they performed..
and when i expected them to perform, they did not..
argh nvm you dont need to understand what im talking here.. haha!
anyways, im working on my slides now.. though i feel so super sleepy!
only had 6 hours of sleep!
my comfy bed beside me is luring me over!!! NO I CANT SUCCUMB TO IT! NO WAY!
im so looking forward to the weekends!
and i cant wait to catch Benjamin Button, everyone's like telling me how nice the movie is!
omg, i hope the movie wont undermine my expectations for it! like seriously, i hate it when great expectations backfired.
next week is RECESS WEEK! hohoho!
though i got like 1 million and 1 things to do, i dont feel that stressed cos there's no lessons!
and there's high possibility that i dont need to come back to sch on monday!
which is like superbly wonderful! talk about monday blues :P
im badly in need of retail therapy and yummy food therapy. hahaha!
after the bout of sickness last week, i think i need to re-satisfy my palates?
cos they'd really suffered for that good 6 days, and all they ever ate was porridge, plain soupy stuffs, and more of that!
im craving for jack's and popeyes now! OMG!
oh and i want mahjong now!!!!!!!!!!
ok i think i need to get back to my pwp slides, if not my 1 million and 1 things to complete would forever stay as 1 million and 1. LOL!
in the meantime, take care folks!
though its a little late, still, i enjoyed my V day! :))
it's my 4th Valentines' with baby! time sure do flies!
same flower surprise like last year, but still love it alot alot :D
dont underestimate the ability of flowers on special occasions to brighten up your ladies ;P
baobao's really attentive to what i said before lor! he rmb-ed i said smth about me prefering fake flowers over real ones (cos real ones wither and they dont look as nice as their first sight) and this year he bought just that!
11 stalks of them at $70 is considered abit expensive right? i mean even though they're fake..
he says 11 stalks symbolise Eternal Love, is it true?
I HEART MY BOUQUET OF FLOWERSSSSSS!
Thanks baby, you're the sweetest guy :))
oops no pictures for now cos im in the hostel, and the cam's memory card is lying on my house's shelf now. LOL!
funny thing happened on v day -> i brought my cam out but not w the memory card inside! i know i know, so blur la!
fortunately still able to take some pics w the cam memory! if not i think i would've stabbed myself. hahaha!
initially planned to do smth diff/special, like baby actually wanted to bring me up on the DHL balloon, but he said it'd flown away already :((
then we thought of Mount Faber, i know it's sort of a fav place for couples but trust me, we haven been there together yet! bei actually said wanna bring me go cable car candle-lit dinner.. but i heard that it's not as fantastic as it sounds/seems, so nope!
baby suggested a brilliant idea of going to the movies in Gold Class! omggg i nearly jumped at the idea!
but guess what, they have so limited movies on Gold class, and the worst thing is, the timing is at ungodly hoursss!
so again, cant go ahead with it..
in the end, we opted for a simple celebration.
i really did experience the feeling 'no matter what we do, im happy so long as you're beside me', really.
i missed baby so much that i thought to myself, having him beside me is enough to make me happy.
furthermore, i was still quite sickly on v day, but bei's presence totally alleviated my condition, like seriously!
even im amazed by the POWER OF LOVE! heh so cheesyyyy~
acc-ed baby for a meal of his fav subway. omg my boy's a HUGE fan of subway!!!
thereafter, sweetie boy bought me my favourite lobster soup from Jack's cos i was hungry :DDDDDD
movie timings were expectedly packed, so we settled for......
yeap. totally clueless on what the movie was about prior to watching it, but i guess having Tom Cruise starring it somehow led us to that decision to watch it!
in the midst of the movie, got to know what the whole movie was driving at -> HITLER.
omg, how interesting can it get? though im quite a history-fan.
i wasn't really convinced why did operation valkyrie failed! i mean, the success of it was so confirmed and guaranteed, wasn't it?
was really puzzled la!
still, it was a brave attempt to assasinate Hitler, lol!
i know it's such a wrong movie to watch on V day, but that's bcos we had no choiceee!
we wanted The Curious Case of Benjamin Button so much! nvm, this weekend! :D
strolled around after the movie and bei wanted to buy me another v day gift, which is this I LOVE YOU cushion thinggy and they were 'wrapped' around like flowers. i forbade him to buy la, cos it's quite ex, and i dont really see the point of having it cos i had my lovely bouquet of flowers already :)
still, thanks for the thought baby. i know you really wanted to make me the happiest girl with all these stuff.. but i think im already the happiest girl on that day, in our context that is :D
couldn't have dinner at favourite restaurant cos i haven fully recovered and it would have been a waste of money to dine there when im not enjoying the meal fully.
so bei said he'll bring me there once im well (WHICH IS LIKE NOW, IM SO CRAVING FOR MY FAV FOOD! HAHAHHA!) and we settled at Kenny's which wasn't a bad choice.
you guys should know i love their macncheese like damn alot right? hahaha!
you see even though im still sickly, i ate that leh along w mashed potato and corn nimblets! i dont know what gave me the courage to do so!
courage because i was really abstaining from food which i cant eat so as not to worsen my condition.
but apparently i failed la, which im not regretting cos im alright now! hahahahah so take-it-for-granted feeling i know!
cos if im not well now, i would have complaint and regretted my decision to consume the yummy food.
thankfully my boy's an easy-eater, so i guess he did enjoyed his meal though it wasn't some wow meal.
thanks baby for always accomodating to me :)))
baobao kept asking what i want cos he really wanted so much to buy me smth which i like, but i just shook my head and told him there's no necessity for a gift, cos the flowers he bought me were already quite pricey. i didn't wanna burn his pockets you see. LOL.
initially he wanted to buy me the ice-cream phone (which i had a sudden craze over flip phones), yes i know i just changed my hp!
then i think the craze in me died down and i convinced myself i would regret my decision if i went ahead w it.
baby wanted to get me a watch (like always) but i rejected too. cos im not really a watch person to start with.
"i buy you a beautiful dress?" was his next viable option. i didn't really reject the idea, cos you know i love dresses!
haha, but didn't buy too cos we weren't at the right places!
i think if i was at vivo, the outcome would have been different, HAHAHA!
baobao, the bouquet of flowers was enough, really :)
im getting bei a set of earpiece, as requested by him.
or maybe a nice hat from Stage? hmm we shall see.
i know he doesnt want me to spend alot of money on his gift.
he is forever the thoughtful boyfriend all these years!
oh, i made a card for him though!
and he loves it alot! heh heh cos i seldom do handy crafts for him la, so when i do one, it's really worth cherishing and to be happy about. HAHAHHA!
it's like a mini lovebook of ours where i printed some pics of us, and decorated the whole thing.
im glad my effort paid off :) cos i was still struggling to complete it on 13th feb even though i was so sick.
i think handmade stuffs really sent the sincerity and love across aptly! :D
i believe it was a wonderful 4th Valentines' for us!
sunday was a stay-home day as always. it was great having baby around whenever im studying or feel stress.
he's always there to motivate and make me feel better!
that last sunday baby helped me w my stats report and pwp slides upon seeing the stressed up me.
omg, really thankful for your help baby! so super appreciate it! THANKS!
it was the greatest sunday since bei's enlistment cos he didn't need to book in on that day!
was feeling really happy over it.
but expectedly, the feeling of having the day over soon was so bad that i felt so depressed.
i just didn't want sunday to end.
and i kept complaining to bei that i dont want to go sch and i hate sch and basically, just spurt all the negative comments.
i really had a hard time adapting to the change in emotions..
thankfully the yu le videos made me feel better :)
that sunday bei came to my house and acc-ed me up til 2am though i have sch the next day and he needs to wake up at 6am.
my mom was shocked to see him at my sofa that night la! hahahaha! so funny!
again, thanks baby for acc-ing me til so late, and making me feel better to the best of your capability.
i hope i'll embrace school in a more positive way in the coming weeks.
tmr's the last day of sch for this 2 weeks, SO SUPER YAYYYYYY!
cant wait for the weekend where i can spend lovely time w family and friends again! yippieeee!
and baobao, we finally have time for our JP :)
sorry to have neglected it cos i'd been ultra busy w schoolwork though i know you understand, hee!
oh ya, i think bei's rather lucky to have been able to avoid being posted to recce which was what we thought he would get in quite certainly. so thankful that the interview was cancelled! PHEWWWWW~!
i believe Signal isn't too bad a vocation :)
so far it's quite relaxing and less stress over there!
can be w friends over there, have nights out every wednesday (yay!), and most imptly, can book out mostly on fridays.
;DDDDDDDDDD
hopefully this will continue to be a good vocation to be in for the next 18 months!
ok time zoom past please. I WANT FRIDAY!
in the meantime, i will try to get all the assignments done asap so that i can enjoy my partial break!
and very very imptly, dont fall sick again!
self-note: please abstain from heaty food priscilla!!
Happy 43rd Monthsary to Bei and I :))))))))
gotta go bathe and rush my assignments..
still, missing you badly baby.
Feb is a crazy month!
im feeling better already, just that my throat's uber painful..
hopefully drinking tonnes of water would alleviate the condition.
and more imptly, dont let me be so sickly again! i need my full attention span right now!
was about to curse and swear at _ _ _ _ yet again when bei told me his nights out was cancelled..
fortunately he called at 6+pm and delivered good news -PHEW-
damn happy can!!!
i so miss my babyyyyyy :)
baobao insisted on having macs, so i acc-ed him there...
even after a meal, he wasn't full yet, so he bought subway's cookies. haha my baobao so cute..
he really loves the cookies!
after dinner while we were walking back; walking down this long flight of stairs, i fell down!
omg im so super clumsy can?!
luckily bei was holding onto my hand super tightly, if not i think i would have knocked my head against the rough stairs and probably get hospitalised or smth, no kidding.
it was quite fortunate we were nearing the platform area when the fall occured.
omg, now my legs are scratched, and they're so painful :((
i can never have scar-less legs, cos im always so clumsy and always obtain those ugly scars to remind myself of the awful incidents..
baobao was alil frightened cos he exclaimed a lil when i fell.
and the way i fell was quite comical i think. LOL.
it's like i turned a round before finally landing on a step. so imagine i was turning around while holding onto bei's hand.
reached my hostel and bei sayang-ed my legs.. he even helped me to clean them using tissue and water, which i objected to violently initially.
im scared of pain la :(
baobao kept asking me to be careful and that i must take good care of myself, cos im like always falling down, and worrying him.
i will baby :)
then it was time for medicine and again i can only consume them obediently when bei's around.
i need him to coax me.
again, i hate medicine too.
why does time pass by sooooooo super quickly whenever im with bei?
serious you know! it's like zoom! 2 hours have passed!
so sad!
i wish we could have more time..
acc-ed him to the bus stop to wait for either the bus or a taxi..
was kinda worried cos time's running late and there isnt a sight of either of the 2!
and bei needs to reach camp by 10pm when he's still at my bus stop at 932pm.
fortunately he said he reached on time (thanks to cabbing back after alighting the bus), and wasn't late :) heaved another sigh of relief for him.
baobao thanks so much for coming to sch to find me.
im really really happy, being able to see you after a long day at sch..
love having dinners w you :)
hopefully you're able to book out earlier on sat :D
i miss you super lots, and please take good care of yourself! drink more water!!
love you my cutie boy.. the pics i took of you are so adorable, hahaha!
my love, my antidote.
see you soon on saturday! <3
im back in sch today, though im terribly sick :((((
my hands are trembling as im typing this, but i guess i need to divert my attention somehow, if not i'll start crying again.
being sick already makes me very weak, but crying has to bring that fragility to a higher level. :(
im actually still on MC today, but i reckoned i cant miss another day of sch since missing yday's lessons was already a huge compromise. monday's my heaviest day!
i would have missed today's classes if i dont have 2 tests and 1 report due next week.
super duper stressed. :((((
i miss baobao alot alot. how i wish he's here right now. i always need his comfort everytime im weak.
he says he will have nights out today, i hope its true.
i really need him right now :(
was already sick on sunday, having a high fever..
the temperature was at a constant 39.1 throughout the day, with a slight fall to 38.8 and then to 38.3 which later zoomed up to 39.2 again.
was wrapping myself under bei's comforter but i was still shivering w coldness even w/o the fan on.
baby was ultra sweet on sunday..
he woke up early though he slept late the previous night (to rush a pre-valentines gift for me)
he cooked me my favourite porridge.. infact he cooked a big pot..
but cos i wasn't feeling well, i only managed to eat 1 bowl of it. normally i will eat up to 3 bowls!
after lunch, i was feeling very sickly so bei told me to rest. he coaxed me to have my medicine and thereafter i fell asleep.
my temperature was running high the whole day, so bei put the cooling pad on my forehead hoping to bring down the temp.
but when it no longer has any effect, bei wet 2 small towels and put them on my forehead and neck. and when he felt the towels aren't cold anymore, he changed them for me.
i was really thankful for him. i know he'll always be taking good care of me..
when dinner time came, bei asked me what i wanted to eat. i told him i want luncheon meat bread but the bread store doesn't have it anymore, so he bought the canned luncheon meat back and cooked for me.
thanks baobao.. :)
after my dinner, it was time for the pre-v-day surprise.
baby told me the day before that it works better in the night, so i presume it has smth to do w lightsticks/fireworks or smth like that..
baby told me to keep my eyes closed as he led me into his room, asked me to stand in the middle of the room, and after he counted 3,2,1, he said i could open my eyes.
lo and behold!
it was a sight full of so much love and beauty!
baby bought this glow in the dark thinggy in his e-mart, and he cut the shape of a star one by one and then, he pieced 'I Love (in a heart shape) U' on his wall, and there were abundance of stars around the wall.
he lit up 2 red lightsticks at the end of his decoration too.
it was really really beautiful :)
i could feel his effort.
if he didn't tell me he cut the stars himself, i thought that he bought the star shaped glow in the dark stickers!
but after he told me, i felt that he was really really sincere.
he stayed up the previous night to cut the stars and complete the surprise partially.
i knew he wasn't done w it, and i know he wanted to give me a surprise, so in order not to spoil his plan, i promised i would not look at his doing. he completed the surprise when i was still lying frail on the bed.
it is such a beautiful artwork :)
thanks baby for all that you'd done, and rushing this pre-v-day gift for me cos you know you wont have time to show me the surprise on v day itself.
i really really appreciate your effort, and i love you to bits.
you always make me feel so joyful and blessed!
i believed this is one of the most memorable surprises you'd given me.
even in the moment of sickness, you managed to make me smile, and feel touched by your love.
i love you baobei, really, from the bottom of my heart. :D
when baobao went to bathe and prepare for his book-in, i went back to his room, and laid down on his bed facing the wall, appreciating the hardwork bei did for me.
i counted the no. of stars used to complete the decoration, and it was about 220 stars.
i couldn't bear to close my eyes though i was really tired and weak, and needed ample of rest.
i just wanted to have a few more glimpse of it.. for i know it will be another week before i could see it once again..
see you later hopefully.
i miss you alot alot.
p.s. i wish to recover soon.. cant afford to fall sick at this time.
am feeling ultra happy now, for which i cant really explain the abrupt exhilaration! haha!
but i suppose it's a good thing :))
perhaps its due to the effective OB consultation we just had w our tutor, omg he's such a wonderful teacher!
i really like his style of teaching and stuff, SUPERBLY EFFECTIVE, and now im SO! intrigued by my OB textbook. LOL!!
this coincides w the concept of motivation i just self-learnt yday :D
anyways, as i was saying, the OB consultation was pretty useful cos it certainly allowed us to know what to expect and how we're supposed to gear our effort towards our final report, -keyword-, correctly.
feedback is certainly a good way of reinforcing our proposal and it sure did boost our confidence!
PLUS! i kind of like my OB group-mates :)
next, baby called me at 8+pm just now while i just finished my dinner.
heh so happy to hear his voice!
yday when he came back from outfield, he msged me ".....baobao, so happy later can hear your voice le! miss u baby, call u later..."
how come we totally miss each other when it's just 1 day of not chatting on the phone?! omg!
this is one thing i like about our relationship -> not getting sick&tired of each other, but, still loving each other so deeply and affectionately even after 3+ going 4 years :)))
baobei, you've been the greatest boyf any girl could ask for, really. :D
i guess my sudden joy is bcos of baobao! serious! but why i myself also dont know!
the 3rd reason could be due to it's thursday tmr!
omg, i cant wait for lesson to end at 1230pm and then chiong back to my hostel to finish all the homework!
i sound like a geek, but that's just because i dont want to be bugged by the thought of HW HW HW during the weekends!
they're supposed to be beautifully reserved for my baby, without any worries heh!
moreover, we'll be celebrating our advanced 43rd Monthsary during the weekends! so yea, all the more i should not let assignments bother me! :D
okay, i guess i should divert my attention back to my OB book!
take care people!
