i hate _ _ _ _
my emotions went on a roller-coaster ride just now, all thanks to army -__-"
here goes, my boy msg-ed me in the late evening saying he might be coming out for nights out...
so, i was superrrrr elated!!! cos then i can meet him..
and this night out would have been super precious considering he's going for his field camp tmr all the way to saturday!
THEN,
i got a msg from baby asking me to eat my dinner first, cos they may not be able to come out..
at that point, i was so sad, so angry (at army), so whatever!
just one word to describe, DOWN.
kong1 huan1 xi3 yi4 chang3 ; that's the most effective chinese saying to describe how i feel felt..
so when bei called me, i was too overwhelmed with the sadness and frustration that my attitude wasn't very pleasant..
like baby kept saying he misses me, but i didn't respond, though i myself miss him soooooo much too.
then when we hung up and i went to buy my dinner, i started to reflect on my attitude..
i was thinking, baobei surely isn't feeling too good himself, so i must be emphatic cos his negative emotions may way surpass mine!
so when i was back from buying my dinner, i gave my boy a call and from then we started chatting happily :)
baby's going for field camp tmrrrr!!!!!
arghhh!
dont know how am i going to survive these 4 days :(
hp wouldn't be serving its purpose..
baobao rmb must must must take good care of yourself, though i know i've said this umpteen times..
he told me sat would come very very soon..
well i hope so!
cant wait for sat to see my lovely boy, and then we can continue ____________ :)
i miss you alot baby..
may you overcome this field camp smoothly..
hugs*
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im so demoralised by econs!
cos my tutor suckssssssssssssssssssss!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!
i want to add drop to another class, but there's no more vacancies!!!!
i think my classmates are vying w me lor! hahahah!
cos that tutor is REALLY very lousy.
how how how?!
tell me how to survive econs w this tutor?!!!!!
A.R.G.H!
2nd thing to worry about is, MY GERMAN ELECTIVE!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh should i drop it?
but there aren't any pleasant electives available!
so vexed!
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time now is 136am.
should heed bei's advice to sleep early though my class only commence at 230pm tmr.
heh envy me!!! hahaha!
baobao, dont worry about me..
i promise i'll take good care of myself :)
saturday come out must sayang me!!!!!! hee! :D
